Monster-Teen

OMG I DIDNT NOTICE HOW DRAMATICALLY DEAD THIS ACCOUNT IS
-despite beign in hella groups LOLOLOL
this accoutn is for side projects but i am feelign a bit too proud for the slasher series of 4ever halloween to put it on her eanymore
//thougth itd liven it up but it is hella dead so frick that shit//jumps out window/shot
if anyone was interested in it i will continue to post it on my main accoun t
i shall repost whatevr 4ever halloween stuff i had here on it too xD
aside from that i guess this shall remain the secret yaoi accoutn /killled
and whtver else stuff i randomly throw on here ovo/
BYE BYEEE

so im proud ot soay im def gunan eb mroe active with my new plan every-a-boooodddyy
alot of yaoi on here but i was gunna work on this comic of bl or project per say so ill be working on that and still of course posting extra random monster things for my group
but additional new thing iwant to do is draw horror fanart!
i posted a jurnal on my other account about it : IF you want to see my horror killer Fanart
As some of you know i made this for Halloween cause many voted i do so, so i thoguth it would be fun project to do some more fanart but i feeli dont want to post it on my main account caus ei have enough projects here/WHEEZEs/
so for now i posted this main picture of who i will be arting/read description in th eimage on who it is if you dont know and whatever/shot/
and i wil draw more of them all on my alternative acount :iconmonster-teen: so if your interested go check in on that accoutn now and then!
i thin i woudl doodle more than official images but if i do make liek relaly good stuff i will post it here but most on them will be mosnter ten account!
thanks alll byeee ovo/
but basically i crave to draw these horror film charas, i want to draw them interactive and what not so thats a thing imma do over here cause it's its own thing and again no space on my account for crazy amounts i plan to do/shot
tho if i do draw soemtign i really liek i probly will post it on the other oen and this one and give both accounts credit XD
idk yet i think ill be lazy for the most/wheezes
anyways thi sis jsu t aupdate expectation of wha ti shall be doing yeee bye for now!!

OKAY
this time im gunna be back active on here
obviously not crazy but its not gunna be as dead
imma be posting mroe of yaoi plotting idea son here so thats what im crawling back with u no like get outtaaa heree/shot
im thinking of bring back some old charas i shal nevr show the world into this account XD/shot/
so brace ur bodies for that D: < #moreyaoiplease

This is a rant/vent imma post here casue i did enough on my other one and i dont do much here so yea you can ignore this cause its at a specific somebody i would love to put my hands on :'D

Personally: i bent over backwards, fought to save you, stood by your side, protected you and did all i could to make you happy
and was the first person who heard you out let alone helped you with your art and find normal ppl to make friends.
fell for you and you fellfor me and yet you thought it was funny watching me get mad and jeaous as you playe wiht my feelings flirting with other girls
then thought it was a real kicker breaking up first saying you wanted to experiment more then come crawlign back to me saying you stil have feeligsn for me
then get pissed at me when i say i wanted it to end caus ewer efaking evrythiing for ur fucking sister
when i tell you the bigger issue is
what would you do if we got together irl
you wouldnt work or do shit
you wouldnt even be able to propose to me
you nevr gave your 100 as a friend to me nor lover
you yet turned the tables saying i was a terrible person.
Okay.
Whatver im over it i got  a life to live.

Observing: we made friends together
we had fun together
yet you have a problem with someone with something they did
you ran away quietly from them
saying they wer ethe worst person in the world cause you didnt liek that about them
Okay.
Im still there friends.
I dont midn this about them.
You didnt like that.
So you ignored it.

Next: You ended up replacing one by one
girl after girl
she was the best at roleplaying now she is
she was cool with art now she is
she does cool mmd now she does
i loved her after a month we broke up now i went to a new girl
playing with feeligns and hearts is allyou did
unintentionally? maybe.
Effected you? probbably.
Leavign all these girls? hopeless and hurt.

Now: You fell again and compared to what you jsut left
you blamed evrythign on everyone but never took self responisbility
we said stay away from the bad? you let them stay with you.
The ppl who wanted to save you? you swore at and hurt.

.....

Personally: You tried to run from me.
forgetting i knew your tricks on how u silently run away.
Forgetting you told me all your excuses in the book.
Forgetting you told me everything
and forgetting you were "Forgotten"
and took your pain as a joke until others did too.

One Day: I took the step up for the one who cherished you cause you hurt her
you lied
liek u always did
and made them all run away calling me th emonster liek you still do
mainly cause you and i both know the truth
and knew everyone knew i was stronger than you
and wanted to protect you next when i was gone
but now
as you keep running
you keep makign them all run
cause your doing it over
and over and over again
hurting them
th eppl who love dyou
who did all they can for you
you just give them shit in return
never 100.
always finding them annoying
and keep saying you try
but when someone else is trying
its never enough for you
and when someone whos stornger than you is around
you never want them to stay
cause you want to feel stornger
preying on the weak
and when they leave
you call them the monsters
the ones who abandoned you

the truth is you were the one who was abandoning from the start.
and the end.
everyone's just tired of your fake shit
so get it fixed if you want ppl to stop "betraying" you
or "using" you
how you do that to them.
Cause in reality
you can talk all the shit you can online
but

I know and you know your nothing but a quiet little brat in reality.
And I feel i wont evr be happy till i can find you one day to fight you and watch that fear in your eyes.
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I would give a name so everyoen can stay away from this bad person but i dont wanan be a full rat to rat them out
you wanna know i can gladly tell you in notes on either accounts.

i did make this account to keep small things i really dont needta put in my origanal account, i know its been a while since i used this one but i was busy *still am* on my origanal too lol but i thought i give fair warning just to say im not dead XD